Breaking Down.

Breaking Down.

Breathe.
It doesn’t feel like
quite enough,
like nothing could ever be good enough.

Bleed.
Your heart couldn’t possibly
beat any louder
my heart couldn’t take it.

Break.
My heart is falling to pieces
with every beat,
I’m dying from the words you say.

Sense.
Deep inside my soul,
I can feel everything
shattering around me.

Feel.
I can’t feel anything anymore,
not since all this
has fallen down
around me.

Cry.
I wish I could
do anything to show
the hurt I feel inside,
but my eyes stay dry.

Die.
Without you,
it feels like I would
but somehow I know
I can survive.

Smile.
I’ll try,
desperately to hang on
to go on & pretend
I don’t care.

Why.
I just can’t understand,
why you would do this to me.
why I was never good enough.