Curse.

Curse.

Sun streams in my window
But I wake to freezing rain.
I blink my hazy eyes
To clear the fog inside my brain.
My vision focuses on
Your picture on my wall.
And now I am reminded
That you’re not here at all.
I wish I could snuggle down
Back inside my covers,
Safe from all reality
And strings of my past lovers.
But daylight beckons to me,
Drags me screaming from my bed.
I’m not ready to go out there,
Please let me sleep instead.
“You can’t avoid life forever,
You can’t afford to hide away.”
I run from the sunlight,
I live in yesterday.
The present’s just to painful,
And the past is even worse.
My life is a waking nightmare,
The future is a curse.
Please don’t let my demons get me,
They haunt my every move.
Let me rest in silence,
I have nothing left to prove.